Hey its me again!! wheee!! i just had more to say about today so suck it uP!! hahaha.. tonight was so much fun!! My neighbor and good friend (almost like my big sister, who used to be my best friend) called me up and asked me to come over.  We spent the whole night catching up on stuff and i found out some really uncomforting news.. which i cant talk about in here becasue i promised i would never talk about it..but its driving me fucking insane!! and its calling out for a good 6 hour jog.. at the minimum!! if you know me at all you'll know that means its somethhing MAJOR! *dies* hahaha.. but anyways. yeah it was a lot of fun.. and she made this um.. what shall we call it.. healthy noodle stuff.. but dayam it was good!! yummy :D hehehe. and then we watched movies :D. it was fun! and her little sister is so adorable (ally) i babysit her quite a bit and shes a physco, smart, sweetheart and she kept running and tackling me adn giving me hugs! it was adorable!! I miss hanging out with tannie.. i think ima gunna call her up more often!! hehehe.. they used to be like my second family and then when our other friend started ditching us for her boyfriend ( a boy me and tannie also dated) we began to fall apart and drift away.  Mallory had her boyfriend, Tannie has and had David, and i was the girl who could never handle a boy for more then 3 weeks.. so i was the one that was always with a new boy.. :p.. but oh well.. i feel like i have more expierence (NOT sexually u sickos, in fact for ur information, ive never even kissed a guy) but i feel like i have more expierence with my heart. And nobody will ever be able to hurt me again! so fuck all you boys out there who think you can hurt me, cuz you cant, so save your energy i wont be another name in your little black book :@ grr.. yup thats right im super woman... watch yourself! hahaha.. OMG!!! funniest thing ever tonight when we were watching jason x or something like that.. theres this hottie and he gets his arm sliced off. but im like WOW hes a hottie adn then when he got his arm sliced off tannies like WOW your hottie just got his arm cut off BAH! he aint so hot now. sorry.. i thought it was funny.. i guess yas had to be there!! But anyways.. im just hanging out now :p.. being bored!! oh but i got the coolest news!! it was my friends bday a couple days ago and we are throwing her a surprise bday party this weekend its gunna be awesome!!! :D and then off to the butterfinger concert!! oh and i got great news!! i getta see JOnnay and Nicole!! :D haha woot! :D its gunna be a blast!! :D i cant wait!! hehe well and of course syd but yup! its gunna be great! anyways im done with this entry! bah! hahaha! love yas all!!