Aug 14, 2003
Hey its me Ashlyn!! Whats going on?!! whoo! its noonesh.. :p.. Should still be sleeping but some stupid head (my mommy) thought it would be cool to start vacuming the living room (where i had fallen asleep on the couch) bringing me to a very unsatisfyin wake up!! :@ grr!! i never sleep and when i do sleep a vacume cleaner and physco mom destroy it!! *dies* hahaha im listening to Butterfinger-Fall... i get to see them in concert on sunday! :D whoo!! hehe ahh im gunna be dead by then! i gotta work 4:30-11 tomorrow night.. and i dont want to!! i was enjoying my time off :(.. hehehe.. but yeah anyways i think ima gunna see if some friends wanta hook up for a movie tonight and if brandon gets in early maybe ill see if he wants to go for a walk :p. we will see what comes up! whoo! hahaha ANDY YOU OWE ME ICECREAM!! if it happens again.. :@ grr!! may a big stick fall on your head! ahhaha.. anyways yeppers.. i think i had important plans to do today but for the life of me i cant remeber what they were.. Ooppsie.. so im sorry if we had plans and i forgot!! im a bad person! bad me bad bad bad!! hahaha i think my mommy is taking toooo many ib pills!! hahaha the bottle was on the table today open and pills fallin out.. ahhhhhhhhhhhhhh.. ahhahahahahahahaha! actually nah, it was probably me last night! whoo! hahaha.. GUESS WHAT? you'll never guess so ill tell you! whoot!! hahaha i saw jazzy last night!! and her baby!! *cries* so beautifuL!! awwwww!!! i miss those 2 :'(!! hahaha 2 nights ago i couldnt sleep so i wrote my camp letter.. only like 12 days or so late.. pssh tossh!! hahaha.. Its tegan's birthday tomorrow!!
~~~HAPPY BIRTHDAY TEGAN!! LOVE YAS MUCH GIRL!! YOUR THE BESTEST EVER!!! *****huggies for you*** ~~~~
Anyways ill write later tonight if something exciting happens.. or i just get bored! whoO! but i should probably try sleeping :p.. maybe ill try to go for my jog.. but seriously if my legs are still fucked up i think i might just sit down and cry!! ahh!! hahahaha
Love yas all muchs~ xoxoxo~
Love Your Secret Lover,
Ashlyn.
Posted at 02:34 pm by crazydamage
Peek a boo!! its me!! hehehe.. so yea.. nothing too much is new with me :p.. today i went shopping all flipping day! yup thats right.. 9am-5pm *dies* hahaha.. it was fun tho!! i dont get to see my mommy too much and it was cool just hanging out with her and my sister.. spending money :D hahaha.. i bought.. 3 pairs of jeans, belt, bracelets, 4 rings (but i broke one so really its 3.. it wasnt my fault.. it was a stretchy one and i was playing with it and it snapped and im like whoopsie!! hahaa) and um yea.. and i bought a shirt and a tank top.. and uhm.. oh and a new organizer cuz' my other one expiered!! so if ive been asking for ur birthdays its sooo i get to wish you a happy birthday :D hehehe.. i get my paycheck soon and im excited.. whee!! hehehe.. Right now im just chilling out.. seems everyone else in my house has ditched me :p.. my sisters at a sleepover, my mommys at a house warming party.. with her friends.. probably drinking.. probably not home till late and my daddys sleeping.. and im BORED!! watching that ramond show and listening to liz phair and talking to people.. :s.. imm soo bored! please come and save me! hehehe.. anyways coreys away in regina and i have no idea when he comes back but i hope hes having some tons of fun! brandon (L) gets home tomorrow hes in bc.. hope he is having a blast and hopefully we have fun when he gets back! lol! brandon (s) and ashton supposly comming to visit me at work ahh!! haha PLease dont get me fired :p.. LOL! syd called me at like 1 yesterday but it was a long day so i was SLEEPING hahaha.. but sa'll goood!! i getta see that babe this weekend :D oh oh and if i dont remeber somebody read this and remind me to tell him Lara says hey! whoo! ahhaha.. my memory has been shot! anyways.. ive been jogging quite a lot lately and today i went out for my jog but something was wrong.. my legs were so sore i couldnt jog, in fact for the first time .. like .. EVER!! i got cramps and had to walk home!! it was the worst! how am i suppose to get rid of stress if my stress reliever is stressing me out! AHH!! *punches wall* haha jk.. that would hurt!! but anywasys.................. yeah uhm.. LOL! im listening to my favorite underwear by liz phair.. such a great song!! makes me laugh! whoo! haha ah i shoulda gone and played tennis with brian and his friend derrik but i didnt :p.. what was i thinking ?? :s!!!! hahaha.. doo doo doo!! haha my mommy got mad yesterday when she said "Yeah lifes a bitch" and i said "no.. just you" haha im so lucky i didnt get grounded.. but it was soo worth it to make her that shocked!! haha it feels so good now.. ive been freaking out a bit lately and my parents have finally realized no matter what they say they'll never be able to stop me... it excites me to know i have so much power. my new favorite excuse "tell me i can't do it.. and ill just leave and do it anyways.. and not come back.. so dont expect me home.. ever.. again" haha whoo!! so much fun! i feel liek a princess!! haha jK! whoooo this is long and im out of things to talk about.. i could keep blabling but ill save us both the torture and leave! hahaha!
have a good night!! i know i will rite curtis!! ;) hahahaha LMFAO!! JKK JJKKKK JKK! curtis i would never have anything sexual to do with u! ahhhh hahah im sorry babe!! hahha <insidey!!
anyways love yas all!!
Your Secret Lover,
Ash Babe.
Posted at 12:34 am by crazydamage
Aug 12, 2003
Hey! Its me Ashlyn! Bla Bla Bla.. We dont want to talk about me! haha or at least i dont so thats the end of that! Today was an alright day.. I woke up.. cleaned the house.. got ready went for a jog [andy and justin were suppose to come too but some issues happened there... well no.. they are just idiots.. hahaa BAh! i win!] anyways yea i came home and Jamieson called me, so he picked me up and we went cd shopping.. ahhaha yea.. james you have sucky taste in music and i kicked him really hard and made him bleed.. oopsie.. *blush* it slipped i swear! hahaha.. then got fries and stuff, he drove me home. I saw Srdjan going into his house [he had been out biking] and grr i hate that kid!! but oh well anyways and then i saw Kendell and Jack going to Kendells apartment to make spagetti.. with SOUP! you dink heads you cant do that! oh oh and somewhere in there before James picked me up i talked on the phone with Kyle who was continiously trying to kill cops and blowing fire trucks up.. *concerned look* hm.. but anyways. kyle was suppose to come to the mall but again as if that happened! as if he could ever make time to coem see me right? *silent crys* haha.. yet then again he gets mad at me for not wanting to do stuff with him! its not my fault all he ever wants to do is stupid stuff!! like go to partys where i dont know whose even hosting it or sneak into pools and skateboard off waterslides :p... maybe im just an idiot but i duno... whatever.. Anyways!!!!!!!!! Tomorrow is gunna be so fun!! i getta go shopping with my mommy and sister ALL FLIPPING DAY! hehe im so excited!! i love spending money.. its even more fun when the money isnt yours!! hahaha!! ahhaha im listening to bif naked right now and what jamieson said is making me so mad! she doesnt fucking suck! shes the fucking best!! you just have bad taste james! :p. i win! whoo! hehehe. Anyways i dont know what else to write about!! i burnt 2 cds today! and oh oh BRANDON COMES HOME TOMORROW!! im so happy!! i can't wait to see him!! its gunna be the bestest!!! :D hehehe!! anyways im outta here!
love yas much~
Your Secret Lover,
Ash Babe.
Posted at 09:28 am by crazydamage